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Point of View: Finding My Voice

Rachel Taff '14 reflects on her journey from producer to published author.

A portrait of a young woman wearing a leather jacket standing in front of a rocky coastline.Back in 2019, i hosted a table read at the 黑料不打烊 House in Los Angeles for a television pilot I鈥檇 written titled 鈥淧aper Cut.鈥 I didn鈥檛 know it then, but I was only scratching the surface of a story that had much more to teach me.

At the time, I was working for Emmy Award-winning director and president of the Directors Guild of America, Thomas Schlamme, known for his work on 鈥淭he West Wing.鈥 While my career as a producer was advancing, my dream of being a working writer kept slipping farther away.

At its best, television is deeply collaborative. In Hollywood, it takes about 300 people to say yes to make anything happen. That鈥檚 part of what makes the industry both beautiful and brutal. But with so many moving parts, nothing is guaranteed. Even the most promising projects fall apart overnight.

Then came 2020. The industry ground to a halt, and suddenly I was on Zoom calls with Schlamme, director Steven Soderbergh and public health experts, trying to solve the impossible: how to get an entire workforce back on set. The pressure was intense, and my creative pursuits felt paralyzed.

Out of frustration and a desire to create again, I signed up for a novel-writing class. Over seven months, I transformed that old pilot into a rough draft. I learned quickly that writing is really rewriting, and that progress comes not from bursts of inspiration but from discipline.

Book cover of the novel 'Paper Cut' by Rachel TaffFor the next two years, I helped other writers make their dreams come true at my day job at Dynamic Television, a production company behind projects like the hit Netflix series 鈥淕inny and Georgia.鈥 But on weekends, I was secretly chasing mine. And in January 2023, I sent my first query letters to agents.

That鈥檚 when everything shifted. In publishing, the joke is you only need one yes. It isn鈥檛 quite that simple 鈥 you need an agent, an editor and a publisher鈥檚 approval 鈥 but compared to Hollywood鈥檚 system, the math felt radically different. That summer, 鈥淧aper Cut鈥 sold in competitive auctions in both the U.S. and the U.K.

The most refreshing part? My novel is wholly mine. Very few hands touched it, and the ones that did 鈥 my brilliant editors 鈥 honored my vision and guided me to make the story sharper and more impactful.

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Now I can say I鈥檓 a working writer. My debut hits bookshelves in January and I鈥檓 well into a draft of my second novel. It may look different than I thought it would, but I鈥檇 still chalk it up to a dream come true.

For aspiring creatives, here鈥檚 what I鈥檝e learned: Don鈥檛 wait for an opportunity to knock on your door. Make one. Sometimes, trying something that scares you 鈥 teaching yourself a new medium, becoming a student again 鈥 is exactly what leads you onto the right path. You may even discover your dream can change.


Rachel Taff 鈥14 is an author and television producer. Her debut novel, 鈥淧aper Cut,鈥 will be published in January by William Morrow and Corvus and is available for pre-order wherever books are sold. 鈥淧aper Cut鈥 follows a true-crime icon infamous for escaping a cult as a teenager whose future is threatened when buried secrets come back to haunt her.