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In My Words: Afraid of my country 鈥 or just of my government?

A recent opinion column by Professor Rosemary Haskell published in regional newspapers reflects on the emotions shared by many people at the current state of American governance and decisions in Washington that she suggests are meant to strike fear into communities across the country.

The following column was published recently by several newspapers involved with the 黑料不打烊 Writers Syndicate, including the , , the , the Daily Reflector, and the . Views are those of the author and not 黑料不打烊.

Afraid of my country 鈥 or just of my government?
By Rosemary Haskell

Former American slave Harriet Jacobs, in her 1861 book 鈥淚ncidents in the Life of a Slave Girl,鈥 remarks: 鈥淚t is a sad feeling to be afraid of one鈥檚 native country.鈥 Jacobs is, with Frederick Douglass, one of the 19th century鈥檚 great voices of slave autobiography.

This powerfully shocking statement from a once-owned human being at least makes historical sense. Jacobs had good reason to fear her country and its violent hostility. But surely, in 2025, I myself shouldn鈥檛 have that 鈥渟ad feeling鈥?

Yet only weeks into the second Trump administration, I wonder: am I, in fact, now afraid of my country? Are others in this great country also afraid?

I think many of us do now live in fear 鈥 if not of our country, then of our own elected government. We ask: What will President Trump鈥檚 administration do tomorrow? What swathe of American life will next fall to Grim Reaper Musk鈥檚 scythe?

Let鈥檚 start with the home front. We have reason to be afraid because the Trump administration is:

  • Arbitrarily firing employees of federal agencies
  • Ransacking or closing federal agencies, with consequent damage to their services
  • Arresting and deporting non-citizens without due process
  • Defying court rulings
  • Damaging economic prosperity with a raft of tariffs
  • Threatening millions with Medicaid cuts; cutting USDA food-and-farm aid to schools and the poor
  • Annexing Columbia University鈥檚 Department of Middle Eastern, South Asian and African Studies to monitor and correct its curriculum
  • Denying the legitimacy of transgender people鈥檚 identities
  • Rejecting the notion that we should aim for a society that includes all on an equal footing

In foreign affairs too we have reason to fear what our country is doing. The Trump administration is:

  • Carelessly sharing war plans with a surprisingly-invited journalist
  • Insulting and humiliating allies, such as Ukraine鈥檚 President Zelensky and Canada and its leaders
  • Casually scorning European nations
  • Parroting the Kremlin鈥檚 world view and lying about who started the war in Ukraine
  • Continuing Joe Biden鈥檚 policy of arming and supporting Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu鈥檚 murderous regime
  • Gossiping foolishly about annexing Greenland

The United States鈥檚 valuable 鈥渟oft鈥 global power is also waning, with the evisceration of the USAID agency and the closing of Voice of America. Worldwide suffering 鈥 physical and mental 鈥 has increased since January 20, 2025.

Overall, I would say that President Trump鈥檚 policies have destabilized not only the material conditions of the electorate, but also its collective peace of mind.

As a naturalized American citizen, I sympathize with the anxiety provoked in the minds of all migrants, legal and illegal. If the Columbia University student with a permanent resident鈥檚 Green Card can be scooped up for participating in a campus demonstration and detained in a distant jail without the protections the law provides for him, then 鈥渕igrant fear鈥 must be widespread indeed. When masked government agents snatch a woman with a student visa from a city street and sweep 鈥 without due process 鈥 alleged Venezuelan gang members into an El Salvador dungeon when the court had declared a stop, civil liberties are indeed threatened. Freedom of speech is at risk, too, when joining an anti-war protest is grounds for arrest.

So, yes, I fear my government. And, like Harriet Jacobs, I know what a sad thing that is.

I am sad to realize that the people who should be looking out for the welfare and wellbeing of those they were elected to serve are instead 鈥 at least on the surface 鈥 enjoying a destructive campaign that will damage the confidence of millions and practically affect the prosperity and social harmony of millions more. Many wait for the unemployment axe to fall: all of us probably know someone 鈥 or two 鈥 whose livelihoods have succumbed, directly or indirectly, to Doge Musk鈥檚 passion for dramatic reductions in federal wage bills.

The actual dollar value of those reductions, and their cost, in services desperately needed by so many here and abroad, have yet to be calculated. The butcher鈥檚 bill hasn鈥檛 arrived yet.

These fears accumulate on the debit side of the ledger. But I don鈥檛 fear the country as a whole. I have faith in the humanity, kindness and practical good sense of Americans and believe that all of us will realize, sooner or later, that President Trump鈥檚 blizzard of executive orders and ear-twitching foreign policy statements, and unelected Musk鈥檚 passion for power, can only mean trouble for most of the population 鈥 and for our friends around the world.

In November 2026, voters will render a mid-term judgement. By that time, I hope that President Trump and his administration will themselves have realized that a hostile government, at war with its own people, cannot stand.

Rosemary Haskell is a professor of English at 黑料不打烊. She can be reached at haskell@elon.edu.